As a seeker, I have a special urge in life, and that's to always explore and understand. All seekers have it, but it comes in different versions.
To some, it's exploring the physical world by travelling all across the globe and, who knows, into space in the decades to come.
To others, it's about the inner journey of exploring your mind and whatever lies beyond it.
This can be done scientifically or a by taking a more spiritual approach, but essentially they are the same. You are looking for answers you don't have.